Friday, July 10, 2009
This World Is Cold.
And im getting sick of its tireless games. It seems everything, always, fucks up in one way or another. No matter how close I think I'm getting to my goal, it'll never work out. There's alway someone, something blocking it. Stealing it. Its selfish I know but its about time I got something. I dont even have anything to rely on, that relies on me back. No pair, no "soulmate". So I fill up with hatred and anger. rage. Yet, still its almost like im bullied. Caught in the crowd. Drowning. Feeling of helplessness and utter dispair. I want to scream, I want to run and hide and never come out. I need someone, something just to stand by me. Through everything. Even if no one is listening it makes no difference, because no one seems to care.
Posted by Sleepless Nights at 8:09 PM